Who am I and what I do?
Out of all the things I could call myself, builder is probably the most accurate.
As a kid, I played for hours with metal construction sets using real screws and bolts to assemble cars, cranes and whatever else my imagination came up with. I liked creating my own versions taking things apart and rebuilding them.
As a teenager, that instinct turned inward. I started building my own identity, questioning things, deciding what traits or habits to keep and what to cut off. Literally, I was inserting free will into the dilemma of nature versus nurture.
As an adult, that same mindset shows up in my work. I build software, systems, tools and it still gives me the same joy I had while playing as a kid.
Over time, this habit shifted from simply creating things or amusing myself toward growth, improvement and real-life impact.
I also had a large interest in psychology and philosophy. As I read and learnt those fields deeper and understood myself better, my self-awareness grew. That brought stronger empathy and a clearer sense of agency, followed by a deeper feeling of responsibility. I started becoming more physically active, which also sharpened my mind. For many years now I’ve been practicing Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. Both the practice itself and the community have taught me many things. But, above all - patience, calmness and clarity under pressure.
Thus, the responsibility I take for my own well-being naturally extends outward, so I like leaving things a little better than I found them. I genuinely enjoy working on software that targets real-life problems and makes things a bit easier for us.
Some quotes that I like and love to share :
Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.
— Carl Jung
If you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you.
— Friedrich Nietzsche
The art of teaching is the art of assisting discovery.
— Mark Van Doren
Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing more to add, but when there is nothing left to take away.
— Antoine de Saint-Exupéry